"Something happens to you as a woman once you've given birth.You change on a cellular level.You change and are altered."

Nicole Mary Kidman, AC ( born 20 June 1967 ) is an Australian- American actress, Spokes model and humanitarian. After starring in a number of small Australian films and TV shows, Kidman's breakthrough was in the 1989 thriller Dead Calm. Kidman has been a Goodwill Ambassador for UNIFEM since 2006. In 2003, Kidman received her star on the Walk of Fame .In 2006, Kidman was made a Companion of the Order of Australia, Australia's highest civilian honour, and was also the highest-paid actress in the motion picture industry. As a result of being born to Australian parents in Hawaii, Kidman has dual citizenship of Australia and the United States.

"Something happens to you as a woman once you've given birth. You change on a cellular level. You change and are altered," - Nicole Kidman wants more children.....

I totally agree with Nicole Kidman. Before I was married or had any children, I was like all those girls out there, selfish, conceited, incomprehensible, uncompassionate, haughty, stubborn who wouldn't change. Well, "CHANGE" it was when my first child is borned..... I felt so heightened-up, not that I believed in change but I was, I simply love having that baby. He was cute. He was so adorable. He was my light, he was my soul, apart from his father whom I onced adored. When my second child came, I was even more light-hearted, I had planned for it. I had wanted it . I wanted to give my first born a companion. And a companion I did gave him. I gave him a brother to take care. To learn to take care, of his younger brother, younger of 3 years....

They were both my pride and joy. I took care of them. I fed them. I cleaned them. I nurtured them. I took them to nursery. I spent time with them at school. At home. Read stories to them at bedtime. Watch cartoons with them all the way. I also took pictures of their growing up hood. I bought tons and tons of milk powder and I spent all my money on baby diapers and baby clothes.Baby products. Medicinal needs for my two beautiful boys. I love them so much. Now, they have both grown up.

As I reflect upon my motherhood days, I suddenly recalled very clearly. MOTHERHOOD CHANGED ME. I was changed on a cellular level. I was altered into a woman of love and kindness. Most people say I am too generous. Perhaps that was my change. Instead of being arrogant like those bitches out there, I had stood my ground and became generous, forgiving, lovable, and comprehensible. At to me , I felt the change.

In fact I didn't know that motherhood can change me. But it did. I don't expect to have anymore babies if God would not persist, but I am thankful for the 'change' that most people would look for and would seek in a woman. The signs of maturity, in seeking the truth, the CHANGE that brought love to my life and that love is so everlasting  - like eternity...